Walk humbly

What does it mean to be humble?

I saw a quote today, it went something like (I’m paraphrasing): Being humble is not about being as important as we can be, but trying to change the lives of others.

I have issues with this. First, no one ever at any time has ever described being humble as trying to be as important as you can be. That is the opposite of humility. Why that would factor into the description, is a mystery to me. Perhaps they were using it to explain by showing the opposite? If so, I still don’t get it. Trying to change the lives of others is not exactly the opposite of being important, nor is it humility.

Why do we think we can change others? Why do we think we should change others? Is this not arrogant in its motivation?

Perhaps humility is understanding that we can learn from others. Or maybe that others were also made in the image of God. Or even learning to love our enemies, simply because Jesus said to.

This quotation bothered me. Maybe if we stopped agitating for change and just served simply and honesty. Maybe if we acknowledge God’s supremacy, His holiness, His greatness, we might be struck by our own smallness and insignificance. Once we feel that, then we can grapple with the fact that He still loves us. That is the source of humility. That is the posture where we learn to be humble.

John 3: 16 – 18 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because they have not believed in the name of God’s one and only Son.

The last stand

How do we know we are in the middle of a spiritual battle? A battle for the soul of the world?

Jesus explained to His apostles what it would look like for them. He knew what was coming in the first days for His apostles and their ministry.

Matthew 10: 16-23 “I am sending you out like sheep among wolves. Therefore be as shrewd as snakes and as innocent as doves. Be on your guard; you will be handed over to the local councils and be flogged in the synagogues. On my account you will be brought before governors and kings as witnesses to them and to the Gentiles. But when they arrest you, do not worry about what to say or how to say it. At that time you will be given what to say, for it will not be you speaking, but the Spirit of your Father speaking through you.”

“Brother will betray brother to death, and a father his child; children will rebel against their parents and have them put to death. You will be hated by everyone because of me, but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved. When you are persecuted in one place, flee to another. Truly I tell you, you will not finish going through the towns of Israel before the Son of Man comes.”

It can feel like this now; Families divided, friends no longer speaking, neighbours distrusting neighbours. This is how we know. This is a battle between good and evil.

For those who don’t know what side to pick, study your Bible. The truth will set you FREE.

Starting over

I was amazed how quickly my six year old son could wear out a pair of jeans. The knees would go first.

The fabric begins by looking a little worn. Then a small tear would appear in the middle of the knee area. That small tear would soon be a full fledged rip. Sometimes I would patch the rip. Then the other knee would go. Sometimes the hem at the back of the leg would also fray. Depending on how long the pants were. The constant wear of walking, fraying the fabric. Even the back pockets would sometime tear – not sure how this was happening, but it would.

At some point I would look at the jeans and decide there was no point continuing to patch them. They would be tossed in the rag pile and I’d have to go buy a new pair of pants.

This has been happening to our society. We have been experience this wear and tear on the social fabric for years. We’ve acknowledged the problems and patched them where we could. The handling of the Covid crisis was a major and violent rip in the social fabric. This was possible because the threads holding up our society were already shockingly week.

It is time to go back to the beginning to start over. We need to stop trying to figure out how to save this pair of pants and rethink the whole thing. Go back to the beginning. Go back to the Creator, the Word, the Spirit. We need to establish what is most important and begin to elevate that. We need to throw our weight behind our values.

Here is a good place to start. When asked to say which is the greatest commandment, Jesus responded.

Matthew 22: 37-40 Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’ This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.”

Do nothing

The hardest thing to do is nothing.

I look around me and see strife and trouble, but nothing I offer will answer. I feel helpless and angry. I see families fighting over unseen threats. I see people clinging to ideas with a vigour that puts virtue above love. I see hurt. I see frustration.

I spend so much time trying to think of what I can write that will answer this problem. I strain my mind to think of a way to help. But I have nothing. I am truly powerless. I can’t change anyone’s perspective. I can’t make people see how they are behaving. I have nothing to offer.

So I do nothing.

As I sit. Empty. Quiet. Still.

God answers my heart, “Trust me, I am.”

This is His fight. This is His battle.

I am like an injured bird, the more I struggle the more I hurt myself. If I submit and calm my soul he can heal my wounds.

Let’s try being quiet. Quiet before God.

2 Corinthians 12: 9-10 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my
power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake,
I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties.
For when I am weak, then I am strong.

The wonder of creation

I love to sing. Music speaks to me. It’s so natural and so easy and perhaps primal. It feels like the kind of skill that is basic to our humanity. The love of music is at once universal and yet personal.

I watched a video about the music theory behind a powerful key change in a song. I was awestruck by the science and math behind it. The understanding of what is happening both physically and psychologically when powerful music is presented. It was spell binding. The depth and complexity of what is happening belies the simplicity of the actual act. The science behind tone, our hearing process, our feeling centres, how sound waves reverberate and how harmonies are produced is fascinating.

I feel the same way when I hear an explanation of how birds fly. A bird never asks or wonders, a bird just flies. But there is a genius behind the whole process. Yet for a bird it is simple enough, it is constant and never changes. Every day the bird flies and gets the same result. It is an act of such complexity and yet we can explain it through the language of mathematics.

Behind the natural world and our human experience appears to be a network of design. Like a great web of hidden rebar that holds our world together. A web so purposeful and predictable that only the mind of a great Creator could have built it.

When I listen to explanations like the ones I listed above, I feel like the curtain is pulled back a little. I feel as though I’ve scratched a bit of the frost from the window and I can see beyond it, just for a second or two.

The amazing nature of creation is astounding. The deeper we dig the more order and purpose we find.

1 Corinthians 13:12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror;
then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully,
even as I am fully known.

The great banquet

The old man shuffled his way along the sidewalk. It was now dark and his vision was failing, so he moved slowly and deliberately, afraid of falling. He had gone to sit in the park by the ocean as he did most days. He would feed the sea gulls and watch the waves roll in, and he would think of his wife. They used to walk together on the beach.

The old man stayed longer than usual as the sunset was worth the delay. He watched until the sun was tucked behind the ocean and the glory of its rays had succumbed to the blackness of the night. But this made the return journey to his small apartment rather treacherous.

His route took him past some of the grand old mansions built in the time of the shipping magnets. A tall wall surrounds the largest of these old homes. As he approached he heard clanging of dishes and the bustle of activity. Light streamed from the house as though every room was lit up. A smartly dressed servant was walking up and down the street, carrying a little lantern.

“Someone is having a great party,” mused the old man.

He stopped and smiled and wondered what these folks were celebrating.

He turned back to resume his walk and saw the servant coming to meet him. “What does this fellow want?” he asked himself.

“Sir,” said the servant with an elaborate bow, “My master is having a great banquet, he would like for you to come join him.”

“I don’t even know your master, why would he want me to come?” the old man asked.

“My master has prepared a great feast, and he wants you.” said the servant.

“Does he not have enough invited guests?” the old man asked.

“He did, but they did not arrive, they all cancelled at the last minute.” The servant waved toward the driveway where several white vans were parked as workers unloaded food and supplies. “But the party must go on. My master asked me to welcome you and bring you in.”

The old man stood motionless. He thought about his small, dark, lonely apartment and then looked at the brightly lit home before him.

“I guess I’d be happy to oblige your master,” said the old man.

The servant nodded and then motioned as he led him to the front entrance of the great hall.

As the door opened they were not greeted by another servant but by the master of the house.

The master smiled approvingly at the servant and then extended his hand to his guest. “Welcome to my banquet, Walter, I’m so glad you could join me.” He shook the old man’s hand.

The old man stared and then asked, “How do you know my name?”

The master took Walter by the arm and led him to a seat at the elaborately decorated table. “I see you walk to the sea and back every day. Do you think no one can see you? I have watched you for years. You used to go with Susan, your wife, but for many years now you have made the journey on your own.”

The old man sat down in stunned silence.

The master leaned over and said, “Walter, eat and enjoy the banquet I have prepared.” The master patted him on the back and then returned to the door to welcome any new guests. The old man sat motionless as a tear ran down his cheek.

Luke 14: 16-24 Jesus replied: “A certain man was preparing a great banquet
and invited many guests. At the time of the banquet he sent his servant
to tell those who had been invited, ‘Come, for everything is now ready.’
“But they all alike began to make excuses. The first said, ‘I have just bought
a field, and I must go and see it. Please excuse me.’ “Another said, ‘I have just
bought five yoke of oxen, and I’m on my way to try them out. Please excuse me.’
“Still another said, ‘I just got married, so I can’t come.’
“The servant came back and reported this to his master.
Then the owner of the house became angry and ordered his servant,
‘Go out quickly into the streets and alleys of the town and bring
in the poor, the crippled, the blind and the lame.’
“‘Sir,’ the servant said, ‘what you ordered has been done, but there is still room.’
“Then the master told his servant, ‘Go out to the roads and country lanes and compel them to come in, so that my house will be full. I tell you, not one of those who were
invited will get a taste of my banquet.'”